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[00:02.88]Yeah Jarren Benton n***a
[00:06.21]N***a this hard work hard work
[00:07.89]My grandma taught me put God first
[00:09.39]And these f**k n***as and my negative
[00:10.77]Words
[00:10.95]They wouldn't show me love I spit a
[00:12.09]Hard verse
[00:12.57]You feel the pain inside of my art
[00:13.98]Worst
[00:14.19]So much failure felt like my heart
[00:15.60]Burst
[00:15.93]I came to eat f**k the horderves
[00:17.52]The bully's home I'm at the nerve
[00:18.90]So where the f**k were you when I
[00:19.95]Was hurting
[00:20.73]Success was looking so uncertain
[00:22.29]I couldn't afford a f**king christmas
[00:23.64]Day for my daughter
[00:24.39]N***a I was worthless
[00:25.41]Like God what the f**k is my purpose
[00:27.15]Stressing make a n***a feel nervous
[00:28.71]I wash away the pain no detergent
[00:30.24]I'mma hit it with the motherf**king
[00:31.26]Bourbon
[00:31.80]So f**k you and your lame a*s
[00:32.82]Comments n***a
[00:33.36]You don't know me from a fricking
[00:34.53]Comment n***a
[00:35.16]I'm going hard for my n***a Slow rest
[00:36.84]In peace
[00:37.08]I'm drinking till I vomit liquor
[00:38.28]I'mma get richer I'mma die trying
[00:39.87]I'mma die grinding
[00:40.80]Kill yourself with a hot iron if you hating
[00:42.84]N***a
[00:43.02]I'm about mine on Cloud Nine like
[00:44.88]Jesus n***a
[00:45.48]I'm jet skiing on the English river
[00:47.28]Counting paper till my fingers shiver
[00:48.63]Down Grey Goose like I don't need a
[00:49.95]Liver
[00:50.46]Beat it n***a I'mma chase the rest
[00:51.81]Cause I ain't high enough
[00:52.71]I'm going in till my time is up
[00:54.15]But if you think this s**t just happened
[00:55.35]Over night
[00:55.71]And we ain't paying dues then you
[00:56.82]Blind as f**k
[00:58.47]I believe in me I believe in me
[01:01.44]Success is all I see man it's all I see
[01:04.80]I believe in me I believe in me
[01:07.86]Success is all I see man it's all on me
[01:10.47]Me me me me
[01:11.91]Ain't tripping off none of these n***as
[01:13.11]It's all about
[01:13.65]Me me me me
[01:14.88]Ain't tripping off none of these b***hes
[01:16.23]They choosing on
[01:16.86]Me me me me
[01:18.30]Ain't tripping off what they be saying
[01:19.50]They waiting on
[01:20.04]Me me me me
[01:21.48]My future is all that I see sheesh
[01:22.59]Yeah and I pray to God as my witness
[01:24.42]See I've harbored a sickness
[01:26.10]I see life as it is
[01:27.45]More than just money cars and some
[01:28.74]B***hes
[01:29.28]I put fright in my peers so it might
[01:31.11]Come off as auspicious
[01:32.40]Such delight when I veered it was all a
[01:34.44]Conscious decision
[01:35.58]Never been a path I would take but
[01:36.84]Mine
[01:37.29]Dealing with the past is a waste of time
[01:38.88]Nothing you remask can replace
[01:39.90]What's dying
[01:40.44]Whether you adapt it's a state of mind
[01:42.03]Whether you react like a faceless
[01:43.26]Mime
[01:43.71]Put it on your back and embrace I
[01:44.82]Tried
[01:45.27]Never been a n***a with a limited
[01:46.38]Vision
[01:46.62]I had a mission I was fishing but I
[01:47.70]Ain't confined
[01:48.48]F**ked in the game would've lost my
[01:49.65]Footing
[01:50.10]Things that I did seem so off putting
[01:51.69]Had to learn quick if you wanna earn it
[01:53.04]Then you have to let go anyway that's
[01:54.51]Pulling
[01:54.81]Sake for the friends and the h*es you
[01:56.04]F**ked
[01:56.37]Till it sinks in then it slows you up
[01:58.08]Whether you're embedded or forget it
[01:59.13]You indebted
[01:59.49]You can never tell when it's so abrupt
[02:01.23]People be talking the evil is scoffing
[02:02.79]With me in the coffin I meet with the
[02:04.20]Moffin
[02:04.50]I what they causing I leave 'em in
[02:05.61]Caution
[02:06.00]I know that they wanna keep me in the
[02:07.26]Margin
[02:07.56]I'm paying no mind cause they mind is
[02:08.75]Corrupt
[02:09.06]I divided it up I know time and discuss
[02:10.68]See I never been trapped by a label
[02:11.94]So why would I label my music
[02:13.14]You blinded as f**k see
[02:15.27]I believe in me I believe in me
[02:18.24]Success is all I see man it's all I see
[02:21.60]I believe in me I believe in me
[02:24.69]Success is all I see man it's all on me
[02:27.27]Me me me me
[02:28.71]Ain't tripping off none of these n***as
[02:29.88]It's all about
[02:30.45]Me me me me
[02:31.68]Ain't tripping off none of these b***hes
[02:33.03]They choosing on
[02:33.66]Me me me me
[02:35.10]Ain't tripping off what they be saying
[02:36.30]They waiting on
[02:36.84]Me me me me
[02:38.28]My future is all that I see sheesh
[02:39.87]I came in the game and I'm making a
[02:41.22]Lane
[02:41.52]My friends acting strange and they
[02:42.45]Saying I changed
[02:43.11]The fame that you claim is perception
[02:44.61]That's reckless progression is what
[02:45.78]I maintain
[02:46.29]I remade the name that they bang in
[02:47.52]My state
[02:47.79]Then I moved to LA oh my God they
[02:49.05]Can't wait
[02:49.44]To act like they running a city
[02:50.67]Without me when you in a place only I
[02:52.14]Can create
[02:52.65]My girlfriend I left her I'm missing her
[02:54.03]Face
[02:54.27]But how can you cope with this
[02:55.26]Amount of space
[02:55.83]She knows all these B*****s is after
[02:57.06]This n***a
[02:57.39]She's so insecure I can't help with the
[02:58.83]Pain
[02:59.13]She knows that I'm making this money
[03:00.33]I could fly her out but I bought me a
[03:01.62]Chain
[03:01.89]And bought me a whip and bought me
[03:03.09]A studio
[03:03.57]Swear that my next album gon' be
[03:04.71]Insane sheesh
[03:06.42]I believe in me and that's all I believe
[03:08.85]I got tunnel vision promised success
[03:10.92]Is all that I see
[03:12.00]I know that I can be anything and
[03:14.07]That's all I'mma be
[03:15.30]Seven shows in seven states and I did
[03:17.34]It all in a week
[03:18.30]You weak sending emojis with winks
[03:19.89]I'm laughing cause you can't compete
[03:21.09]Don't speak
[03:21.57]In case you don't know I been 'round
[03:22.68]The globe
[03:23.10]And you barely been on the street I'm
[03:24.45]Trying to eat
[03:25.26]Go Micky D's when I tell you I'm trying
[03:26.73]To double my cheese
[03:27.48]If you think you f**king me I'm like a
[03:29.01]Black girl
[03:29.67]All I say is n***a please