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[00:14.72]There's somethings I control other things I'll never know
[00:21.65]Been reaching for a star that I know I'll never hold
[00:28.51]I sacrificed my happiness to make it to my goals
[00:35.29]Yet I'm still waiting patiently alone here in the cold
[00:40.88]I feel my soul has been frozen I used to be so outgoing
[00:44.16]Now I just sit here in silence and try to conjure emotion
[00:47.66]But I don't know should I continue down this road
[00:54.64]It's seeming so overrated now that I see what I'm faced with
[00:58.18]So many things I would change up but I just don't have the patience
[01:01.47]To let it go so it's tearing at my soul
[01:08.66]Runaway, runaway but you'll never get far
[01:12.30]Praying for a change wishing on a shooting star
[01:15.29]For nepenthe, nepenthe, nepenthe, nepenthe
[01:20.31]Runaway, runaway, runaway
[01:22.13]We look for love like a drug but it's never been enough
[01:25.87]So too many of us still chasing the rush
[01:28.09]But I'm giving you nepenthe
[01:30.63]Nepenthe, nepenthe, nepenthe, nepenthe
[01:36.24]Most don't live to tell what they've been through
[01:37.66]Most don't care the things that you say
[01:39.42]I've been up and down on this journey
[01:40.94]Not too many men that made it this way
[01:42.76]All I care about is who sent you
[01:44.43]Most get rejected here on my path
[01:46.20]I'm going to make sure that you last
[01:47.93]Defined by the future not by the past
[01:49.65]This is not the place that you have to be
[01:51.62]Offered hope and they laughed at me
[01:53.44]Open minded that's tragedy
[01:55.01]No one alive here really ever asked to be
[01:56.83]I stay with a demon who lives on my shoulder
[01:58.30]And feel it gets darker the more I get older
[01:59.72]But lately I found a new way to divulge of
[02:01.75]Depression obsession to fight until it's over and done
[02:04.63]I'm closer to my dreams but they're not what they appear
[02:11.36]My only enemy is staring right back in the mirror
[02:18.10]The love I thought was fueling me is something now I fear
[02:25.77]Scared of what'll happen when it leaves me in the clear
[02:32.86]It's hard enough to be myself
[02:39.80]No wonder you could use my help
[02:44.97]Runaway runaway but you'll never get far
[02:48.31]Praying for a change wishing on a shooting star
[02:51.29]For nepenthe, nepenthe, nepenthe, nepenthe, runaway
[02:58.03]We look for love like a drug but it's never been enough
[03:01.97]So too many us still chasing the rush
[03:04.35]But I'm giving you nepenthe
[03:06.53]Nepenthe, nepenthe, nepenthe, nepenthe