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[by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810]
[00:00.93]Shadows swimming in my head lately I don't mind
[00:08.13]See I'm not gonna let me go crazy not this time
[00:14.82]I'm going through changes I'm gon' make it for sure
[00:20.52]I'm going I'm going
[00:21.84]I'm going through changes but I've been here before
[00:26.28]Uh
[00:27.03]I haven't stepped out of my house in seven days
[00:29.58]Haven't shaved haven't showered haven't changed
[00:32.18]Same clothes different day
[00:33.75]Another good morning pissed away eh
[00:37.11]Got the whole world looking right at me
[00:39.15]Actually feels like people start to look past me
[00:42.42]I've been around feels like this just might be our last dance
[00:46.14]I'm frustrated I'm past tense I still don't feel like a has been
[00:49.65]I don't but it's like a ghost town up in the studio
[00:53.16]Nobody comes around here no more
[00:54.87]I guess that's just how the movie go uh
[00:58.02]I don't like playing my old friends new songs
[01:00.09]They don't listen to rap like back when
[01:01.89]They all grew up kinda moved on
[01:03.69]And how can I blame 'em huh
[01:05.22]I used to sleep eat and breathe this s**t
[01:07.17]But now the older I get I'm questioning if I really needed this
[01:11.16]I used to stress what people said
[01:12.90]And what people thought about me
[01:14.46]Now I worry about if my daughter
[01:16.17]Can make it home from school without me
[01:18.21]But still at the same time
[01:19.53]As I'm writing this rhyme I'm in my kitchen
[01:21.39]My daughter's trying to tell me about her day
[01:23.55]I hear her but not really listening
[01:25.35]I'm staring at her but in my head I'm putting these words together
[01:28.80]I know that I need to do better
[01:30.21]'Cause what I do now could change forever
[01:32.67]Shadows swimming in my head lately I don't mind
[01:37.83]I'm going I'm going
[01:39.72]See I'm not gonna let me go crazy not this time
[01:46.59]I'm going through changes I'm gon' make it for sure
[01:51.78]Uh it's a fall from paradise
[01:53.61]I'm going through changes but I've been here before
[01:58.05]Uh
[02:00.54]And I know I'm so indecisive these days
[02:03.30]And musically I feel confused
[02:05.04]Don't know what I'm liking these days
[02:06.81]I'm just taking time to check all the new s**t
[02:08.94]Plus all of the d**gs they doing
[02:10.68]And I know I'm a hypocrite
[02:12.03]I smoke these spliffs only 'cause Snoop did
[02:14.46]Hah glad it was just w**d
[02:16.02]But even with that I'm noticing I'm losing my passion
[02:19.11]I'm getting too high it's harder to focus with
[02:21.39]And all of my pothead friends they take pride in it pride in it
[02:24.93]And all my alcoholic friends denying it denying it
[02:28.47]And all my cokehead friends they still hiding it hiding it
[02:32.31]I'm just hoping all of us survive this s**t survive this s**t
[02:36.06]D**n I was never too good at showing emotions
[02:38.82]I get awkward at serious times
[02:40.44]Uncomfortable in genuine moments
[02:42.57]I ain't big on giving hugs
[02:44.01]I use this music to show my love
[02:45.66]That's why it's so important
[02:47.31]But lately it don't seem so rewarding
[02:49.32]Something's changed
[02:50.37]Shadows swimming in my head lately I don't mind
[02:57.48]I know I know
[02:57.72]See I'm not gonna let me go crazy not this time
[03:02.28]I know I know I know
[03:04.86]I'm going through changes I'm gon' make it for sure
[03:09.42]Uh it's a fall from paradise
[03:11.28]I'm going through changes but I've been here before
[03:15.72]Uh let's go
[03:18.96]Oooh oooh oooh
[03:23.10]Changes
[03:26.19]Oooh oooh oooh
[03:30.30]Changes
[03:32.31]They told me call it a day
[03:34.08]They told me maybe that's it
[03:35.85]Then I get these messages from my fans
[03:37.77]Who tell me don't ever quit
[03:39.00]'Cause my music saved their life
[03:40.50]Like literally they heard my song
[03:42.51]On the way to the train tracks
[03:43.92]And something I said's the reason they came back
[03:46.56]I used to convince my fans just give me a chance
[03:49.59]But now they're the ones convincing me
[03:51.45]Now they're the ones convincing me yeah
[03:53.52]I used to convince the fans to believe in me and my truth
[03:56.70]But now my fans believe in me
[03:58.56]Maybe more than I do