[ti:****ed Myself Up (Explicit)]
[ar:Merci/Mercy]
[al:****ed Myself Up (Explicit)]
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[00:00.00]****ed Myself Up (Explicit) - merci, mercy
[00:07.20]Composed by：Merci/Mercy/Edwin White/Joel Quartermain
[00:14.40]Life flies by when
[00:17.16]You're having the time of your life
[00:20.39]But when you are down
[00:23.76]Time stands still all around
[00:26.95]The numbers on the wall tell me to move on
[00:32.66]But they don't know what I've been through
[00:37.02]As this sober fool
[00:39.76]I'm texting numbers on purpose
[00:43.21]And not having blood run down my knees
[00:46.30]From drinking too much that week
[00:49.58]And acting so naive
[00:53.09]F**ked myself up on purpose
[00:56.13]Cos too much is never enough
[00:58.72]What is it you want from me'
[01:01.84]This s**t don't come so easily
[01:06.08]F**ked myself up on purpose
[01:09.19]Cos too much is never enough
[01:11.82]What is it you want from me
[01:14.79]This s**t don't come so easily
[01:18.91]Tonight to get by
[01:22.07]I curse at the walls and question it all
[01:25.29]They all say it's too late to save her
[01:28.33]And it fuels my peculiar behaviour
[01:31.60]The doors begin to open
[01:35.01]But I just sit here frozen in fear
[01:39.54]I'm not here' I'm not here
[01:44.93]F**ked myself up on purpose
[01:48.09]Cos too much is never enough
[01:50.69]What is it you want from me'
[01:53.71]This s**t don't come so easily
[01:57.90]F**ked myself up on purpose
[02:01.00]Cos too much is never enough
[02:03.58]What is it you want from me'
[02:06.63]This s**t don't come so easily
[02:09.97]I know that I've been selfish
[02:13.36]But I couldn't care less
[02:16.07]I'm always going to come first
[02:19.30]At my best at my worst
[02:22.75]I know that this is senseless
[02:26.00]But I will not regret this
[02:29.50]Help me to forget this
[02:32.28]Pass me a cigarette' b***h
[02:36.83]F**ked myself up on purpose
[02:39.92]Cos too much is never enough
[02:42.55]What is it you want from me'
[02:45.55]This s**t don't come so easily
[02:49.79]F**ked myself up on purpose
[02:52.85]Cos too much is never enough
[02:55.44]What is it you want from me'
[02:58.54]This s**t don't come so easily
[03:02.69]I'm scared to be alone
[03:06.02]That's why I don't come home
[03:09.69]I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked
[03:12.53]F**ked myself up on purpose
[03:15.79]I'm scared to be alone
[03:19.00]That's why I don't come home
[03:22.56]I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked
[03:25.46]F**ked myself up on purpose