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[00:06.51]What do I do to ignore them behind me
[00:07.35]Do I follow my instincts blindly
[00:08.52]Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
[00:10.38]And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
[00:11.88]Do I sit here and try to stand it
[00:14.76]Or do I try to catch them red handed
[00:15.69]Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
[00:17.37]Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness
[00:20.13]Because I can 't hold on when I 'm stretched so thin
[00:22.14]I make the right moves but I 'm lost within
[00:23.94]I put on my daily facade but then
[00:26.49]I just end up getting hurt again
[00:27.54]By myself
[00:28.98]Myself
[00:30.00]I ask why but in my mind I find
[00:33.72]I can 't rely on myself
[00:36.36]Myself
[00:36.81]I ask why but in my mind I find
[00:39.63]I can 't rely on myself
[00:40.38]I can 't hold on
[00:40.83]To what I want when I 'm stretched so thin
[00:42.42]It 's all too much to take in
[00:43.65]I can 't hold on
[00:44.10]To anything watching everything spin
[01:32.37]With thoughts of failure sinking in
[01:33.57]If I Turn my back I 'm defenseless
[01:35.94]And to go blindly seems senseless
[01:39.21]If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they 'll
[01:43.08]Take from me till everything is gone
[01:44.04]If I let them go I 'll be outdone
[01:47.70]But if I try to catch them I 'll be outrun
[01:50.34]If I 'm killed by the questions like a cancer
[01:54.36]Then I 'll be buried in the silence of the answer
[01:56.04]How do you think I 've lost so much
[01:57.69]I 'm so afraid I 'm out of touch
[01:59.82]How do you expect I will know what to do
[02:04.23]When all I know is what you tell me to
[02:05.88]Don 't you know
[02:06.57]I can 't tell you how to make it go
[02:07.26]No matter what I do how hard I try
[02:09.03]I can 't seem to convince myself why
[02:10.71]I 'm stuck on the outside
[02:16.74]Thank you god very much